San Antonio, TX
Monday April 5, 2004
I'm kind of psyched. I just called Jordan. She told me, "Did you get my note? I left you eighty cents for busfare." She had left me some change with a note by the parking garage. That's so awesome. I wish I would have found them.
It's always been my crazy dream to have a relationship with a younger girl, even sixteen or seventeen. I am at their level. I'm the same. I just think it would be awesome. They don't have anything to worry about much, like I don't. I don't want to grow up. I don't have to grow up.
Oh yeah, I am just in love with my brother's shoes with the springs in the back. I remembered my brother wore size 12's too. Since my boots were all wet, I went and dug around in his closet, which I remembered he left shoes in. I grabbed these pair of Nike Shox that he has. It's a real lightweight, aerodynamic shoe with what looks like shock absorbers. My little brother used to run track in high school. Well, I put them on this morning and I fly with these shoes! I need to get me some of these. I'm going to ask him how much they cost so I can start saving up.
My feet don't hurt at all now like they did in my boots.
Man, I'm really psyched about this whole Jordan thing. Damnit, I'm not going to try and plan it. If it happens it happens. She's beautiful.
Jim is giving me a cigarette at the Citgo. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit in my game.
4:40pm Quote, "Being poor is one step closer to being free."
4:44pm Mr. Roberts is hooking me up with a transfer.
4:45pm I'm at Ingram Park and Ride. I'm going to get a cigarette off somebody.
4:45pm Beto hooked me up with a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother. Everybody gets credit in my game.
5:07pm Domingo hooked me up with change for a phone call. I appreciate it, brother.
Rudy hooked me up with a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother.
5:17pm I called Jordan from a payphone. Nobody is home. I didn't leave a message, even though she told me to leave one. I hate talking to machines. I was going to stand, wait around a couple hours and call back. Then, I saw a 610 and just decided to go back to my mom's. I'll call her from there.
Oh yeah, at the Ingram Park and Ride some black guy comes up to me and asks, "Can I have a cigarette?" I was smoking one that Rudy guy gave me. I told him, "Sorry man, I bummed this one." He asked some other guy and got a cigarette. I told him, "Do you see how the universe provides?" He says, "I usually have cigarettes when I have money." I told him, "You should get rid of some of your bills so you'll have money. Like that cellphone you got there." He gave me some bullshit excuse, "No, that's how my mom gets in touch with me." I told him, "Oh, so you have a leash, huh?" When the 534 was taking off he told me, "Hey, I'll see you on the 91." I told him, "That's right. I'm everywhere." He said he always saw me on the 91.
I'm going to randomly get off the bus and tell my story to someone.
5:42pm I got off the bus over here by Timber Trail. I saw these three sixteen year old girls standing outside. Hey! I'm going to get off the bus and talk to them! That's exactly what I did. This one girl was laughing at me thinking I was crazy. I got her email address though, ha. I told them at the end, "I got off the bus just to talk to you guys." They all laughed.
5:48pm It's a good thing I got off the bus and I'm walking. I'm being seen. People drive by and look at me.
6:03pm I'm walking in front of John B. Connelly Middle School.
6:15pm I walked into the Papa John's to use the restroom. They're all looking at me.
6:18pm Juan hooked me up with a cigarette in front of the Stetson Bar. I appreciate it, brother.
6:26pm I'm walking close to Guilbeau/Tezel. I just passed by the Pizza Hut on Mainland and Tezel. I went in there and asked them if they had any mistakes. They told me no. Thanks anyway. I walked out and I found a new church over here. Some Jehovah's Witness church. I gotta come back another day and tell these guys my story. I'm hungry right now. I'm going to go hit up the Little Caesar's for mistakes.
6:51pm I'm here outside the Little Caesar's and there's a Living Hope Lutheran church here. I walked by and there's a big group of people in there. So I'm not going to tell my story. They should see the peace tattoo on the back of my neck.
7:19pm Mike is going to listen to my story while we go for a walk. He gave me a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother.
7:39pm I stopped at this little exercise trail, this park. It's been in my book before. I did some pull ups on the hand bridge. I can't ever do the last of the third one. In between sets, I bend down and stretch while I'm resting my arms. I did three sets of three.
2½.
7:51pm I had a badass presentation with these three kids. It was so funny. One of their mom's came and picked him up and she saw me talking to them. She comes back and says, "Hey guys, I told your mom I was going to come get you." The kids had been listening to me too. One dude was laughing at all the funny parts. He was loving it. Then his mom saw me taking down his email address. Muhahaha.
That's right, look at me. Just like I want you to. Think I'm crazy, haha. Wacka, wacka, wacka.
I've got all these ignorant people tied around my little finger.
Ooh, scriptage change. When I ask people if they'll listen I'll say, "Okay, I am willing to tell you exactly how I plan to do this, if you are willing to open your mind and listen. I hate wasting my time."
"You can hold your comments to the end. I take turns."
Oh yeah, when the kid got in the car with his mom, he turns back to me and yells, "Good luck!"
Amanda hooked me up with a cigarette. Let me get some water too. I appreciate it, sister.
8:05pm Amanda, who I got the cigarette from. She's heard my story before. She was all, "How's it going, Hun?" I asked her if I could get some water and she goes, "Sure, come around to the back." I got some water. "Hey, don't suppose you could spare a cigarette" "Sure, for you, anything." She gave me a cigarette and I asked, "What was your name again?" I pulled out my recorder and said, "You know what I'm doing, right?"
I came outside and I'm smoking a cigarette. This guy pulled up and he told me, "Hey man, remember me? You met me at West. You asked me for a ride and I couldn't." I told him, "Man, I talk to so many people every day. Do you guys have anything to burn?" He told me no. I said thanks anyway. Later on.
I am everywhere!
8:11pm I am out walking in Northwest Crossing. I am positive I'm going to get smoked out somewhere in this neighborhood. I'll walk up Dover Ridge. Bowen, I mean.
Dover Ridge to Bowen.
Oh yeah, for my journal on the webpage I'm going to put, "I want to show you my tool. I want to show you my meat." Hehe.
8:32pm I'm back at New Guilbeau and Old Tezel. Over by my mom's house. By the Citgo. Let's see how long it is until I get a cigarette.
8:40pm Odie hooked me up with a cigarette. I appreciate it, brother.
8:45pm Man, it sucks it gets dark all quick now.
9:13pm I got home a little bit, a while ago. My mom just got home right now. As soon as she walked in the door I told her, "You need the computer, don't you." She was all, "I didn't get on it all weekend." So I just got kicked off the computer.
She's all paranoid in her house. She told me, "Why don't you ever lock the door when you come in the house?" I told her, "Mom, it's because I feel safe in my own house. Why don't you?" She's all paranoid.
10:40pm Hooray! My little brother just said I could have the shoes! He just got home. That's awesome!
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